Guilt!

So, I have done as much on my blog as I wish I had. That stops today, no more excuses. My post for tonight is about guilt. Do ever feel guilty? Over things you really shouldn’t.  I run a maid service in town, but have taken a second job at night as waitress. Just, to make a little more money at night. I really have learned that I really dislike it.  I have done a lot of jobs in my lifetime, retail, office work, made jewelry, and now run a maid service. This has to be least favorite job I’ve ever had. But, have learned the older I get not to do things that I dislike, or don’t bring me joy, and that give me a negative outlook on life. Unfortunately, it’s just so hard for me to let a place down. Because, I know they took the time out to train me, and put effort into me. Only, for me to leave them. However, I also know that if my heart isn’t it, they need to find someone else’s who is. Plus, the other thing it put into hindsight for me is, how much more time I want and need to put the maid service. I realized that there is where my real passion is.